Monday, January 23, 2017

Day #8: 30 Day Writing Challenge

Share something you struggle with:

I struggle with all of my insecurities right now. 
I struggle to find peace in my mind and happiness in my soul. 
It's gone. 
I struggle to find myself in this dark place I have wound up in. 
I have lost myself. 
The confident, secure, happy, independent woman I was a year ago has vanished. 
I want me back - but I can't find my way. 
I don't know whether to go left or right. 
I'm standing at the turning point getting whiplash from looking at two such opposite directions.
Which one do I choose? 
I can't keep standing at the T-junction. 
I am embarrassing myself. 
I'm making a fool of myself. 
I'm holding up the traffic. 
I'm so torn. 
So lost. 
I don't think I have ever been so broken. 

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  1. I have felt that broken feeling Jade, it's so difficult to deal with... I talked with someone, it really helped ... and I wrote, I am glad to see you are writing your feelings... ((HUGS)) ... love you xox

    1. Launna, I am so sorry for having not responded to all of your wonderful comments sooner... I just haven't been in the right frame of mind. If I could afford I would speak to someone - I think I need it. But with no job (and no life...) i literally can do nothing but write it out and vent on my blog that I thought no one read haha. Thanks for constantly being there through thick and thin, you are amazing as always. One of the kindest and most inspiring women that I know.

  2. Don't be embarrassed, we all fell lost and whose traffic could you possibly be holding up. This is your life, you take all the time that you need.

    1. JC - how are you? I am so sorry for taking so long to respond, thank you for all of your comments on my pieces of writing. They mean so much to me, I just haven't been in the right mind frame to respond to anyone until now.


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